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Mon, 16 Jan 2006 22:45:51 GMT

Have nausia,

But apart from that, and a fire in my hat, it's been a rather good day

Best of all..

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 13:43:56 GMT

I got an A in French. I nearly cried I was so shocked.

Fun for all

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 13:42:26 GMT

Fun is always had in Dublin!

I lingered in the basement of Easons reading books until Garrett turned up, then we got lost on our way to the RDS, asked for directions twice and it took us over an hour.

Claire, who's project we'd gone to see (young Scientist) wasn't there. I met Kieth and Steve(Garrett's friends) numerous people i can't remember, and searched in vain for Gary's (don't have a clue) stall. Then Claire was came back and Steve tried to help her find a way to break up with Conner. "Tell him you're pregnant!" Which was a lot funnier then and not so funny now. Anyways, no doubt she'll call me tonight to say what actually happened or tomorrow. Then it was getting dark and I went back to Garrett's house, I won't say what happened. My mum picked me up later and I went home.

Steve looks like he's over 20 and is infact, 15.

Blahdiblah Off to the Newsagents

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 19:32:51 GMT

01. DO YOU HAVE ON A LOT OF MAKE-UP?
None, not allowed in school. Not that that stops most people. But I'm not most people!
02. HOW MUCH DO YOU PUT ON?
Eyeliner pencil. It's my favourite thing. I always put it on when I want to cheer up. Maybe mascara, eyeshadow and probably lipgloss or something
03. HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE YOU TO GET READY?
5 minutes. I timed this when I was at ELC. Because I like sleeping in but class what at 10.
04. DO YOU PUT ON A LOT OF LIPGLOSS?
Nah.
05. DOES YOUR LIPGLOSS SMELL GOOD?
fruity usually
06. DO YOU CARRY A PURSE?
I carry a bag, it contains my purse usually
07. WHAT COLOR IS IT?
tan and blue/red/pink/black./brown offhand
09. DO YOU HAVE A COACH BAG??
10. DO YOU HAVE A LOUIS VUTTION?
not bag. Claire got CC a Prada bag for her 18th. I had a Louis Vutton phonecover, but it was proably fake.
11. HOW MANY PURSES/HANDBAGS DO YOU HAVE?
emm 7?.
12. DO YOU LIKE TO WEAR NAILPOLISH?
if it's purple or black, or blue
13. HOW OFTEN DO YOU GET YOUR NAILS DONE?
I've got them done maybe once professionally, but they got ruined straight after so what's the point?
14. DO YOU LIKE MANICURES?
they're boring
15. WHAT ABOUT PEDICURES?
worse
16. DO YOU HAVE A USUAL NAIL SALON YOU GO TO?
nope
17. WHERE DO YOU GET YOUR HAIR CUT?
in a newsagents... of course.
18. DO YOU DYE YOUR HAIR?
nope tis natural
19. DO YOU STRAIGHTEN YOUR HAIR?
Hah! It's benn straightened maybe 5 times. not exactly on a regular basis you see.
20. DO YOU HAVE LOTS OF PAIRS OF SHOES?
twenty-something... I once knew a girl with 150 pairs...
21. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE SHOES?
Oooo! Either my Converse-alikes or my pink strappy wedge shoes
23. DO YOU WEAR HEELS EVERYWHERE?
I used to. My school shoes have a 2and a half inch platform, so that makes me normal height
24. CAN YOU WALK IN HEELS AND NOT FALL OVER?
Can I? I tell you... I can climb mountains in heels!
25. WHERE DO YOU BUY YOUR CLOTHES?
Penneys (Primark) and just random places depending.
26. DO YOU GO SHOPPING EVERY WEEK?
nope, I browse at least once a month though (That means to eat shrubbery,)
27. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE STORE?
hughes & Hughes, they sell books, don't give out when you read instore and have a nice café
28. HOW MUCH DO YOU USUALLY SPEND?
the contents of my purse :( or nothing. I'm BAAAAAAAAAAD with money
29. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN DIOR?
noooooooo
30. DO YOU FOLLOW FASHION TRENDS?
sometimes, it tends to be a mistake.
31. DO YOU HAVE A PAIR OF HUGE SUNGLASSES?
No... DO YOU?
32. WHERE ARE THE REAL 32-34?
Wha....?
35. HOW MANY PAIRS OF EARRINGS DO YOU HAVE?
not so much pairs... I alway's lose stuff.
36. DO YOU WEAR HOOP EARRINGS?
Evil
37. DO YOU HAVE A LOT OF SKIRTS?
4? dark blue cord, blue summery and two short ones. i like blue
39. DO YOU GET YOUR EYE BROWS DONE?
No, nor would I want to
40. CAN YOU APPLY MASCARA WITHOUT OPENING YOUR MOUTH?
Yes...
41. DO YOU WEAR A LOT OF EYELINER?
I loooooove it!
44.[sic] DO YOU DO PILATES OR YOGA?
nope, though Mum has (tody freakily enough) signed me up for Pilates
45. DO YOU HAVE A LOT OF MAGAZINES?
I only buy them when bored. That said I've just recieved a poster of The Lovely Matt Bellamy and Co. (from a magazine)

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 19:53:17 GMT

Christmas was tolerable, less said the better. (Though I have to admit I got fantastic presents, thanks to my parents and brothers.) Now it's all over.

Happy New Year

I did something so stupid that I can't tell anyone in RL so tahdah I'm telling you guys

I was over at a friend of mine's house, we were sitting on her bed and bitching about the way we never get to see our boyfriends....(Muse Absolution was playing, which has nothing to do with it) what happened next can be best summarised as stuff happened. Anyway I didn't think much of it. Then I told Garrett, and he was hurt. (and rightly so, I won't go into depth about how stupid I felt then. It's obvious now.. aargh!) Anyway that night I was particularily mad at myself. (He said it was forgiven and forgotten but I just couldn't erase the pain from his voice..) So I cut.Then I told him because he was going to find out anyway (thighs) And he got angry.
Everything's back to normal now but I wanted to document my idiocy. Perhaps I'll learn

I probably won't learn actually. Because I'm melodramatic and the kiss and make up bit of fighting is enjoyable..

I got Semisonic All About Chemistry. and 'All American Girl Ready or Not' which is very entertaining,

Someone sneaked a garlic mushroom onto my dinnerplate. Bastard

Christmas Spirirt is so contagious

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 16:08:10 GMT

I'm happy!

I've bought presents and am planning on buying more. Yes yes, I know it's all consumerism but that's not the point

The point is wrapping paper. The point is smiles, see?

The point is being listened too. Regardless of what you're saying.

God, I'm so happy it's sickening, I just want to share it all

Reviews

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 15:49:38 GMT

This entry is mainly a reaction to a review I got today.

I wrote the story two years ago, a ficlet I scribbled on a spare page when I should have been doing homework in the Study Hall. I wrote about something I didn't know of, but could only imagine. And I wrote as I generally write, without any sort of a plan.

I posted it and completely forgot about it. A somebody read it after all this time.

I'm so touched I feel like crying. Thank you anonymous reader.

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 17:12:11 GMT

http://money.msn.co.uk/specials/christmasmoney/The12DaysofChristmaspart1/

It's COLD

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 17:09:14 GMT

COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLD

Me! Update

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 17:06:46 GMT

Okay, emmm 1st of November with Garrett, lovely and scandelous.

Barcelona rocked. It was bright and sunnytastic

School is misery

Slipped up and cut last monday.

Orla and Claire had 'dramas'

I've rugby bruises :( Very uncooperative in PE and still got a merit mark (okaaaaaay)

IT'S SNOWING

I'm going to curlup on sofa and pretend nothing else exsists cept Aerosmith

Forgive me

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 17:47:45 GMT

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Mon, 24 Oct 2005 19:28:56 GMT

And CC can't come to Paris, which frankly sucks.

Once you wanted 'revolution'... Now you - the institution

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 19:27:27 GMT

Enough emo-ing!

I was sick so no school today. Instead I watched Great Inventions, (you know, presented by Jeremy Clarkson, or probably you don't because you're so much better than poor moi :) )and House Doctor, and saw the FF's 'Do you want to'about a million times, yay for TV!

Garrett and I had a fight last night, eugh. It was me being a bitch. :(

Anyways, whatever, my medicine is making me lightheaded!

Update-Stressed

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 18:54:32 GMT

I've been moved to a higher English class, because apparently I am just that amazing

The school who knew about my cutting informed my parent on Thursday. I'm being unreasonably angry but I told them in confidence it seems like I'm the only person in thte world who gives a damn about trust.

Anyways, so Mum's taking me to a psycologist, or maybe not, it depends.

My world has been revolving around all that so I've a pain in my stomach. :( which I tend to get whn I'm all emotional. I've been fountain-esque for the past while and I just want to crawl up in bed with my blade (confiscated) when I remember that I've to go to school tomorrow.

Plus it keeps hitting me that this year is our last with CC. And Claire texted me last night. She was camping with about 3 couples and was sick. I desperately need good news!

and Garrett's online........

He doesn't have a clue what's happening

Don't mind me

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 17:21:04 GMT

My little talk today wasn't so bad, I can tell you though, the scariest thing was Orls reaction, she was in tears. She's so sensitive, I hate making her cry. And CeeCee just had this closed look on her face. Anyway, I got this number for a group and they implied that I'd better ring it. The hardest thing to accept is that they were talking about me. Yes, I know they were worried about me but I've kept all their secrets even when I was going out of my mind scared of what might happen. Well enough rant, I mean I didn't actually fight with them it's just.. Well we have a rule now NO MORE secrets. But who the hell told Mags I was back with Garrett?. Anyways, we watched this video of amateur 'artistic' dance in PE. Personally I thought it looked a bit... dodgy. Other things include, my room is a mess I don't have my outfit planned for tomorrow I've to go and sing now I'm no longer on classroom cleaning (YES!!!!!!) I love Blogthings more than you could possibly imagine My hand still hurts from my English test and I can quote more Kavannagh poetry then I shall ever need to My classmates like me; they actually think I'm a funny, nice and kind person. And they're lovely too You've no idea JUST how much that means

Something important.

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 17:38:27 GMT

I forgot to mention earlier but me and Garrett are back together. Or rather, Garrett and I. Anyway, I remembered all the things I liked about him and... I'll be going to see him on Saturday.

The architect came over today, we're planning an extension.

Ms Mee saw my scars and is sending me in for counselling. Fortunatly, the parents aren't being told, so it's not too bad. Except the whole 'talking about my feelings' which I find pretty hard to do. (In RL not here)

Quitting isn't going to well cos I got very upset on Monday night etc etc...

I'm trying to be philosophical.

I love this song

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatflowerareyouquiz/

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 16:40:06 GMT

Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

After dinner at your favorite restaurant, at the spot where you first kissed.

You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist.
People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you.
You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words.
Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

I like that one

Your Reputation Is: Sweet Girl

While you're well known, there's nothing to worry about.
You're reputation is mostly good - as good as any rep can be.

I doubt that

Your Nail Polish Color is Purple

How you're unique: You are artistic and expressive

Why your style rocks: You pay special attention to color and fabrics

What this color says about you: "I'm creative and know how to take care of myself"

You Are Bold Red Boots

You like to put your most outrageous foot forward!

Your Fashion Style is Urban

You've got a style all your own... and it works
Not too trendy, not too freaky - you've got streetwear down to a science
You always look cute and put together, but keep it comfortable too
You're the type of girl that creates trends and inspires others to be funky

Ok, THAT's riddiculous

You Are a Very Good Girl

You are 90% Good and 10% Bad
You're a perfect angel - almost impossibly so
Don't you ever feel like being a little bad?!?

Well I'm SUCH a lovely person

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 16:04:33 GMT

I've to go in to school on Sunday, to perform with the choir do Chicago (AGAIN) and for some reason, help out with the Religion Dept.

Ah, but kindness can be rewarded. For example, the choir is going to stay in Disneyland Paris in March. Yay!

We spent English class playing that game where you take a celebrity's name and you have to come up with someone else who's firstname begins with the first letter of the first person's surname. I was reeeeeally reeeeeally bad

I wish..

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 18:45:14 GMT

That people would stop making comments on the size of my chest.

I could write more, but that kinda sums up my day

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 21:11:24 GMT

My birthday, pretty good, some spells of sadness but total yay now. The girls are coming over and I've 48 Jaffa Cakes

Wow

Have Be Cool on DVD, I read bad reviews of it but SO WHAT. It's fun, and as an Aerosmith fan I can point out all the inconsistencies in the plot. Sooooo obesessed. Have got my beloved necklace. it has a silver woman and a gold woman framing a black globe. It raised eyebrows but so fucking what? Trés protective.

Installing Sims Nightlife so see ya!

Good news and bad

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 16:42:28 GMT

The Bad.

Most of the people in my new year got their results today. Ergo, a splitting headache.
Apparently, I've been looking down of late and what's the matter? I wish I knew, really. Last week I ended up cutting a lot and deeply and now it's infected, which is utterly gross. It's on my stomach though so it's non-visable. I'm feeling rather ambivalent about meeting Garrett. And one of my best friend is so wrapped up in her guy she's not the same anymore. So I'm being riddiculously clingy with my other one.

The Good

There's nothing actually wrong in my life. My school is good, my family's good, my friends are good, I'm on the computer (Yay!) I've got a lovely boyfriend who I'm meetingon the 24th/25th (or, not both, I'm not staying the night!) I want for nothing. I know what I'm getting Christine for her 18th, a silver/gold locket, maybe with a diamond. And I can get the money for it.

Best of All

I've no homework tonight so I plan on spending it infront of the TV with my duvet. Or I'll tidy my room (again! I keep on tidying it!) and lie in there, or do some composing.

The world is my oyster so pass me that knife!

Real life

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 18:56:01 GMT

Real life, who needs it! I really don't want to talk about my week. I had a big rant but it didn't post, so it's probably just as well.

Shall play Sims 2.

Gone crazy

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 19:09:58 GMT

BLUE

You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.

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Thu, 08 Sep 2005 18:49:08 GMT

<Monday Meme 16 : 2005-09-05 : Back to School

1. What is/was your favorite subject in school? Were you good at it naturally, or did you have to work hard?

English or Science, I think I like them because I've some ability and I'm good at them because I like them!

2. Do/Did you bring lunch to school, or do/did you buy it there? What is/was your favorite school lunch?

I'm supposed to buy my lunch in school but sometimes I just skip it. I like turkey in a roll with lettuce, no mayonnaise or butter

3. Are/Were you involved in any extracurricular activities in school?

Choir, Singing on Thursdays

4. Do/did you have uniforms or a dress code in school? What do/did you typically wear to school?

Uniform: It's dark Green; knee-length skirt, jumper, tie, tights etc

5. Do/Did you have any back-to-school rituals ( like clothes shopping, a new hairstyle, or an end-of summer party)? Are/Were you excited about going back to school after the summer?

Getting all the books I could, writing my name on them and (important bit) organising them in order of size and subject

Hey girls!

Sat, 03 Sep 2005 16:02:23 GMT

My grandfather died on Tuesday at midnight. I'm fine, but I'd rather not talk about it

I like my userpic.

Hopefully Mum is coming home soon.

I'm starting school tomorrow

I wish that I went into town with Christine.

My boyfriend appears to be ignoring me, I amn't surprised or indignent about this as I deserve it. But I miss him.

That is all